I’m so addicted. I’m sorry, I can’t help it. I have a serious affinity to anything unknown. Aliens, UFOs, Astrology, Mythology. I’m that weird kid. It’s cool. Judge.
Haters gon HATE.
You know I don’t see why people dump on cat ladies? I mean my neighboor is one. I visit her almost everyday and she’s been hurt and used so many times all she can trust are animals. The one thing that she knows will always love her… its a sad thing. But I can understand it. I never understood how I, of all people, ended up modeling. Where I have to constantly talk to people. I mean I love being naked so thats a plus… but I’m so innately hermetic. Introverts for the win!
So, a further look into my makeup. I’m sorry, its just most of this stuff makes a lot of sense. And since I’m so secretive … whatever… This is as personal as I am willing to get on a form of social network.
My birthday: December 21
CAPRITTARIUS, or the SAGITTARIUS/CAPRICORN Cusp, December 19 – December 25: Also called the Cusp of Prophecy, Caprittarius is an overlapping and admixture of the ninth sign of the zodiac, Sagittarius, and the tenth sign of the zodiac, Capricorn. The Caprittarius can be symbolically likened to the period around sixty-three years of age in the human life and also marks the beginning of winter in the northern hemisphere. During this period most of the land lies fallow, some animals sleep sweetly in hibernation, the winds blow cold and snows fall. The length of days slowly decreases until about December 21 (the winter solstice), when the night is longer and the day shorter than at any other time in the year. This is the time at which druids at Stonehenge made astronomical observations and prophecies, and when fortunes were often cast. Indeed the Caprittarius may be said to represent Prophecy.
In human development, at this juncture in life, middle age is drawing to a close and old age is about to begin. The emerging elder must face a time when traditionally his/her usefulness to the material world has lessened. Many continue their work, but usually at a lower energy level or by scaling back. However, the individual’s usefulness in the spiritual sense may increase greatly, both as a mentor and inspiration to others. A sense of mortality and physical vulnerability may strengthen spiritual understandings, make for a more realistic attitude and ultimately a kind of fearlessness towards life. The days which comprise the Sagittarius/Capricorn cusp exemplify some of the manifestations of Prophecy (using wisdom to look into the future), where the visionary, intuitive Sagittarius nature combines with the pragmatic, empirical nature of Capricorn.
THE CAPRITTARIUS PERSONALITY: Those born on the Sagittarius/Capricorn cusp not only demonstrate a talent for sensing the future state of things but also take a hand in shaping them as well. One reason that the future so often “belongs” to the determined individuals born on this cusp is that they prepare for it so thoroughly. CAPRITTARIUS people are also great initiators of projects, able to get things moving efficiently in a remarkably short space of time. They are not known, however, for their patience with those who fail to appreciate or endorse their plans. Faced with a lack of cooperation, those born on this cusp are prepared to move ahead alone—decisively and with full force.
Every cusp personality comprises conflicting elements, being influenced by two very different adjacent signs. This holds particularly true for CAPRITTARIUS—indeed, the fiery, impulsive Sagittarian side can clash with the slower, more calculating earthiness of Capricorn. Moreover, conflicts may arise between the expansive influences of Jupiter (ruler of Sagittarius) and the restrictive tendencies of Saturn (ruler of Capricorn). Intuition-sensation types, those born on this cusp can lack the lightness and sensitivity of water.
Caprittarius people are often deep, weighty individuals who recognize the power of silence. Many born on this cusp also have the ability to utilize this power as a forceful extension of their personality. They must be careful, however, not to alienate those with whom they live and work or cut off avenues of communication.
ADVICE FOR CAPRITTARIUS: Learn to temper your intensity. By understanding yourself better you will be less at the mercy of your moods. Work on improving social relationships and continue to befriend others. Beware of any tendencies to close yourself off. Allow your warm and loving side full rein and keep your heart open.
Birth Stones : December
Modern: Blue Topaz
– Blue topaz is the birthstone for the month of December, and the stone given in celebration of the 4th and 19th anniversaries of marriage. Topaz is a symbol of love and affection, and has been said to be an aid to ones sweetness and disposition.Teopaz gets its name from the Greek word topazion, which may originate from the Sanskrit tapas, meaning, “fire.” The name might also come from the name of the Egyptian island of Topazos (now St Johns island) in the Red Sea. The Latin writer Pliny the Elder used the island’s name for a yellowish green stone found there, and it soon became the name for most yellow stones. Topaz was once predominantly found there but is now also found in Brazil, Nigeria, Australia, Burma, and Mexico.
Traditions hold that topaz bestowed many benefits upon its wearer. It would dispel cowardice, calm the temper, cure madness and plague, and sharpen the wit. It was also thought to aid in sleep and eliminate nightmares, as well as cure rheumatism and soreness in the joints. The stone has also been credited with being effective against bleeding and heart disease. It has been said to instantly lose its color to indicate that poison is present, thus protecting its owner. The stone has also been thought to bring fidelity and friendship if constantly worn without being set aside. It was also believed to be an effective talisman against accident and fire, and to bring increased intuition and long life. To Christians, it has been known as a symbol of uprightness and virtue.
Topaz has been said to be an ideal stone for travelers, protecting them from homesickness and danger. Ancient Romans credited topaz with preventing sickness of the chest and abdominal pain. Set in gold and worn around the neck, topaz is reputed to dispel bad omens, heal poor vision and calm anger.
The word “onyx” comes from the Greek “onux,” which means fingernail. Ancient mythology claims that Cupid cut off the fingernails of the goddess Venus. The clipped nails fell upon the sand, where they turned to stone. Onyx stones actually come in shades of white, brown, red and black, but black is usually the main color associated with the gem. In ancient Rome, the word “onyx” was used to refer to the dark brown and black stones only.
When used in healing rituals, onyx stones are worn directly against the body. It is believed that onyx stones aid in healing skin problems, such as open wounds and sunburn, reports Shimmerlings Jewelry. Onyx is said to lessen sexual desires, promote happiness and enhance the wearer’s intuition. Many believe that onyx stones provide the wearer with strength, both physical and mental. According to the American Gem Society, onyx stones help to control emotions.
Onyx is associated with strength, stamina, courage and self-control. Onyx is considered to be a strong “grounding” stone, which helps people focus their thoughts and concentrate on specific tasks. Thus, onyx is associated with the first (root) chakra, according to Sobriety Stones. Onyx is also strongly associated with protection, because of how it repels and deflects negative energy. The stone is used to assist people who want to detach themselves from negative emotions, or let go of a specific person, place or thing. Onyx stones help to lessen emotional intensity, increasing self-mastery and helping people overcome emotional upheavals associated with change. Onyx is often used in meditation to help people find a deeper spiritual connection and achieve balance.
Moon in Cancer
Is the Moon Sign Important?:
The Moon is in her own sign Cancer as it is the owner of this sign it shows a different aspect to a person s emotional responses .They have a large potential to be able to get in touch with the feelings and moods of others. Though they are contained to themselves their memories of the past are outstanding, especially for all emotional things .Cancer Moons hate to throw anything away. Things never appear crystal clear to a Cancerian Moon—it is more like looking through the ripples of a lake, they do not easily let go with their memories. They look for peace and quiet. They can be extremely passive when it comes to extricating themselves from unhappy emotional situations. They may even cling to such situations after they have managed to find happiness elsewhere. They have a very sensitive heart and are quiet, placid, peaceful, gentle, affectionate, and romantic.
Cancerians are sociable, adaptable, imaginative, and emotional and have a changeable temperament. One of the most delightful characteristics of Moon in Cancer people is their loony sense of humor. These people can be extraordinarily funny. Their moodiness can baffle others, but their unique outlook on life is something most people can appreciate.
Domestic, family and home life are important to your emotional well-being.
Women with the Moon in Cancer are said to make ideal spouses and mothers and are capable of occasional intrigue. Many of the natives may delay marriage; perhaps because they are late bloomers. Cancerian women have an inclination towards mysticism also.
Love Sign: Scorpio Venus
Scorpio Venus is intense and deep. They have a strong willingness to commit to a relationship, and they will only accept all or nothing. They are totally dedicated and focused on you, and they come across as being fearless. They crave intimacy, and are capable of loving someone very deeply. Scorpio Venus possesses their partner, and makes the partner want to be possessed.
They have the ability to give their partner their complete attention. This can be flattering to some people, while totally unnerving to others. While they probably won’t admit it, a Venus in Scorpio person has a need to control their partner and the relationship. Their obsession may take all the fun out of the relationship. They take everything to the extreme, which can be attractive, but it can be overwhelming. While a person with a Venus in Scorpio will want to know every detail about you, they won’t be so forthcoming with information about themselves.
If Scorpio Venus is upset, watch out. They can either explode with anger, or make you wish you were dead by the look they give you. They will probably become jealous of anyone else you spend time with, no matter what the reason, though they won’t admit it. They are not afraid to manipulate a situation, and they are talented at seeing through any cover to what is at the heart. They may tend to be bored in a regular day-to-day relationship, though they thrive on crisis.
They appreciate someone who is loyal and committed to them. Let them have some control in the relationship if they are deserving of it. Some can take advantage of their partners on a very deep and subtle level, though not all of them will. They like to maintain their own secrets. Their feelings may prevent them from seeing the point of view of others. Suspicion is a natural feeling for them when they are unsure.
Scorpio Venus is a colorful person because of their intensity. They are often attracted to the mysteries of the occult, and they are good at playing detective or doing research. They can successfully use their sex appeal to get what they want. It is not uncommon for a person with a Venus in Scorpio to be cautious when meeting new people. They may take the opportunity to observe someone they are interested in several times before meeting them.
As a friend, they are insightful and able to understand their friends as plain as day. They may appear to be off in their own little world, but with a single comment, they can let you know that they notice every detail and they most certainly can keep your secrets.
Scorpio Venus likes someone who isn’t afraid of commitment, emotions or intensity. They like a bit of surrender in the relationship. Don’t play games with them, because they find it difficult to forgive. As wonderful as the Venus in Scorpio person can be when they love you, they can be equally bad when they have been hurt by you. Scorpio Venus likes change even more; they thrive on the transformation that takes place during and after change. Whatever they put their passion into; it will mean everything to them.
So, there now you know pretty much everything about me without me actually having to tell anything. Gotsta love loop holes (: